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Monday, October 31, 2005
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
random stuffs
i am drawn to bizaare stuff. so i appreciated the hbo series carnivale from the start, when all i had was the trailer/commercial. i also loved gaiman's sandman although i only got to read as far as the first volume Preludes and Nocturnes (anyone there willing to lend me the other ten volumes?) i also really wanted to watch a series of unfortunate events (whichi got to do already). i know i'm going to love the upcoming collaboration with gaiman and mckean - mirrormask. i love the different colors and vibes emitted by these strange things.
strange lands, magical places... i'm fond of thinking about these things. i guess you can say i'm out of touch with reality. when i think about it, i do think it's true. when i'm in up, i think i live a life far from what my family has here at home. practikal dito sa bahay. parating may ginagawa. i was thoroughly disappointed when i came home because i had chicken pox. since baha dito sa amin, i was expecting my dad to fetch me with the car. pero hindi. at may sakit na ako nung time na iyon. nawala lahat nung mga iniisip kong sasabihin ko o gagawin ko pagkauwi ko nang naupo na ako sa hapag-kainan at nag-usap kami ng mommy ko. i'm a shitty dreamer. kaya siguro wala akong mas magandang rason sa kagustuhan kong manatili dito sa 'pinas other than gusto ko kasi dito.
madalas, torn ako sa gusto kong gawin at sa dapat kong gawin. praktikal na dapat kasi ang mga tao ngayon, lalo na't hindi pa rin umuusad ang ating bansa. pero gusto kong gawin iyong mga gusto ko dahil nagpapasaya sila sa akin. ang hirap talaga pag wala kang pera. sana umulan ng pera dito sa amin. kahit 10 million, ayos na. mag-iinvest sa kung anong pagkakakitaan tapos mag-eenjoy. pwede siguro akong mag-shift pagdating nung araw na iyon.
recently edited ang aking profile. na-edit ko siya nang isang araw na alam kong may dapat akong gawin pero iba ang inatupag ko. iyon ata iyong araw na depressed ako (the subject of a previous entry - hindi ako makapaniwalang nangyari iyon kapag iniisip ko siya ngayon). ewan ko kung bakit nagkaroon ako ng coherent answer sa space sa profile sa friendster para sa about me. ang tagal ko nang di nakapag-isip ng tungkol sa sarili ko. tapos biglang nagsilabasan lahat ang alam kong tungkol sa
akin pero hindi ako aware na ganun pala.
kinakailangan ko ng extraordinary burst of energy to go out of my way and socialize. e madalas i'm in just one place with my mouth shut. kaya ayun, hindi gaanong umuusad sa social ladder. marami na kong taong napapalampas. frustrating talaga 'to. i think i'm gonna die with only a handful of people, my family included, grieving over me. most of them won't probably notice i'm gone. yehey!
"this is my blab medium."
so freaking true. dito lang talaga ako nakakapagdaldal. balak ko ngang gumawa ng memoirs ng aking buhay. matagal na kong nagsusulat ng kung anu-anong pangyayari, simula pa grade 4 nung una akong niregaluhan ng diary. hindi pa rin napupuno iyon pero ang dami ko nang nasulatang used notebooks. minsan tuluy-tuloy, tapos mawawala, tapos makakapagsulat muli. nakakainis nga at hindi naibalik nung prof ko sa cw10 iyong journals namin. cute pa naman nung notebook - bought it at papemelroti just for that purpose - at ang daming naka-record doong memories. well, at least a month of memories pero di ko na maibabalik iyong mga iyon muli.
wish ko lang binabasa ito ng maraming tao diba para makilala pa nila ako pero siyempre, only a handful do it. kaya kailangan pa rin magpakabibo sa labas ng bahay. yup, tama iyon. dito kasi sa bahay, i'm super comfortable. dito lang ata lumalabas sa bahay iyong tunay kong pagkatao. nagagalit, nadidisappoint at nasisiyahan ako dito. sa ibang lugar, i try to keep my cool, hindi naman sa short-tempered ako pero wala lang sa akin kung may atraso sa akin ang mga tao. sa boarding house, dreamer ako madalas. living in my own sugar-coated dreams, malayo sa totoong buhay. pero kung iisipin dreamer naman tayong lahat. pero that's the subject for another blog entry. hanggang dito na lang muna dahil kanina pa naka-on tong pc. at masakit na ang mata ko.
strange lands, magical places... i'm fond of thinking about these things. i guess you can say i'm out of touch with reality. when i think about it, i do think it's true. when i'm in up, i think i live a life far from what my family has here at home. practikal dito sa bahay. parating may ginagawa. i was thoroughly disappointed when i came home because i had chicken pox. since baha dito sa amin, i was expecting my dad to fetch me with the car. pero hindi. at may sakit na ako nung time na iyon. nawala lahat nung mga iniisip kong sasabihin ko o gagawin ko pagkauwi ko nang naupo na ako sa hapag-kainan at nag-usap kami ng mommy ko. i'm a shitty dreamer. kaya siguro wala akong mas magandang rason sa kagustuhan kong manatili dito sa 'pinas other than gusto ko kasi dito.
madalas, torn ako sa gusto kong gawin at sa dapat kong gawin. praktikal na dapat kasi ang mga tao ngayon, lalo na't hindi pa rin umuusad ang ating bansa. pero gusto kong gawin iyong mga gusto ko dahil nagpapasaya sila sa akin. ang hirap talaga pag wala kang pera. sana umulan ng pera dito sa amin. kahit 10 million, ayos na. mag-iinvest sa kung anong pagkakakitaan tapos mag-eenjoy. pwede siguro akong mag-shift pagdating nung araw na iyon.
recently edited ang aking profile. na-edit ko siya nang isang araw na alam kong may dapat akong gawin pero iba ang inatupag ko. iyon ata iyong araw na depressed ako (the subject of a previous entry - hindi ako makapaniwalang nangyari iyon kapag iniisip ko siya ngayon). ewan ko kung bakit nagkaroon ako ng coherent answer sa space sa profile sa friendster para sa about me. ang tagal ko nang di nakapag-isip ng tungkol sa sarili ko. tapos biglang nagsilabasan lahat ang alam kong tungkol sa
akin pero hindi ako aware na ganun pala.
"i am usually quiet, sometimes too quiet. socializing,i find, is something that i would need to put a lot of effort into. i prefer to stay with the
crowd i know, seldom venturing to talk to other people. and even though i'm with my
crowd, I don’t talk that much."
kinakailangan ko ng extraordinary burst of energy to go out of my way and socialize. e madalas i'm in just one place with my mouth shut. kaya ayun, hindi gaanong umuusad sa social ladder. marami na kong taong napapalampas. frustrating talaga 'to. i think i'm gonna die with only a handful of people, my family included, grieving over me. most of them won't probably notice i'm gone. yehey!
"this is my blab medium."
so freaking true. dito lang talaga ako nakakapagdaldal. balak ko ngang gumawa ng memoirs ng aking buhay. matagal na kong nagsusulat ng kung anu-anong pangyayari, simula pa grade 4 nung una akong niregaluhan ng diary. hindi pa rin napupuno iyon pero ang dami ko nang nasulatang used notebooks. minsan tuluy-tuloy, tapos mawawala, tapos makakapagsulat muli. nakakainis nga at hindi naibalik nung prof ko sa cw10 iyong journals namin. cute pa naman nung notebook - bought it at papemelroti just for that purpose - at ang daming naka-record doong memories. well, at least a month of memories pero di ko na maibabalik iyong mga iyon muli.
wish ko lang binabasa ito ng maraming tao diba para makilala pa nila ako pero siyempre, only a handful do it. kaya kailangan pa rin magpakabibo sa labas ng bahay. yup, tama iyon. dito kasi sa bahay, i'm super comfortable. dito lang ata lumalabas sa bahay iyong tunay kong pagkatao. nagagalit, nadidisappoint at nasisiyahan ako dito. sa ibang lugar, i try to keep my cool, hindi naman sa short-tempered ako pero wala lang sa akin kung may atraso sa akin ang mga tao. sa boarding house, dreamer ako madalas. living in my own sugar-coated dreams, malayo sa totoong buhay. pero kung iisipin dreamer naman tayong lahat. pero that's the subject for another blog entry. hanggang dito na lang muna dahil kanina pa naka-on tong pc. at masakit na ang mata ko.
on blogs
masayang magbasa ng blog ng kung sinu-sino. seeemingly mundane happenings turn out to be good laughs depende sa pagkakasulat ng tao.
i also saved all my blog entries dito sa pc sa bahay. sandamukal na word document na may archive sa filename ang nasa folder ko ngayon, not that ang dami nila. pero one yr and five months na kong nagblo-blog so ilang buwan na rin iyon. dun ko nalaman na gray pala ang kulay ng text ng aking blog. i thought it was white all along. unobservant me. pero ok iyong effect. galing ni cara Ü oh yeah, cara's the one who did the colors, fonts and the new header for my blog. i was originally expecting a different look (i'm not a big fan of brown) but this one's grown on me.
anyway, i couldn't proceed with just copying all my entries and then saving them afterwards without snatching a glance or two at my entries. siyempre ang dami nang nangyari at marami na rin akong nakalimutan doon. astig iyong nababalikan ko iyong mga araw at nangingibabaw uli iyong dominant emotions nung time na sinulat ko iyong mga entries na iyon. at kahit maraming events na hindi nai-record, marami nang nakasamang emosyon at pangyayari sa mga pangyayaring naisulat ko. nostalgia trip talaga... kahit less than a year ago lang Ü
i also saved all my blog entries dito sa pc sa bahay. sandamukal na word document na may archive sa filename ang nasa folder ko ngayon, not that ang dami nila. pero one yr and five months na kong nagblo-blog so ilang buwan na rin iyon. dun ko nalaman na gray pala ang kulay ng text ng aking blog. i thought it was white all along. unobservant me. pero ok iyong effect. galing ni cara Ü oh yeah, cara's the one who did the colors, fonts and the new header for my blog. i was originally expecting a different look (i'm not a big fan of brown) but this one's grown on me.
anyway, i couldn't proceed with just copying all my entries and then saving them afterwards without snatching a glance or two at my entries. siyempre ang dami nang nangyari at marami na rin akong nakalimutan doon. astig iyong nababalikan ko iyong mga araw at nangingibabaw uli iyong dominant emotions nung time na sinulat ko iyong mga entries na iyon. at kahit maraming events na hindi nai-record, marami nang nakasamang emosyon at pangyayari sa mga pangyayaring naisulat ko. nostalgia trip talaga... kahit less than a year ago lang Ü
Friday, October 7, 2005
panaginip
halos gabi-gabi ay napupunta ako kung saan-saan, nanatili doon hanggang sa magkamalay at madilat na ang aking mga mata. 6 am pa lang kasi gising na ako. iba talaga ang dulot ng nandito sa up. ilan sa mga napapanaginipan ko nowadays:
1. sumabak kami ni alessa sa isang boxing tournament. kami lang ang babae kaya kami ang naglaban. sunod na eksena, down na si alessa. ginising ko pa iyong referee na nakalatag sa daan (sa street kasi naganap iyon)tapos nagbilang siya at itinanghal akong nagwagi. tapos may pagsabog na naganap at napuksa lahat ang mga masasamang elemento. halos lahat pala ng mga andoon ay waring mga alien.
2. kanina naman, kasama doon ang kaibigan kong si ice at ilang miyembro ng up cinema. at nandoo rin iyong crush ko. at pinansin niya ko. ang saya ko tuloy nung nagising ako. pero dahil doon, hindi tuloy ako nakapag-aral kaninang umaga. siya lang kasi ang sumasagi sa isip ko. kainis talaga. nasayang tuloy oras ko.
1. sumabak kami ni alessa sa isang boxing tournament. kami lang ang babae kaya kami ang naglaban. sunod na eksena, down na si alessa. ginising ko pa iyong referee na nakalatag sa daan (sa street kasi naganap iyon)tapos nagbilang siya at itinanghal akong nagwagi. tapos may pagsabog na naganap at napuksa lahat ang mga masasamang elemento. halos lahat pala ng mga andoon ay waring mga alien.
2. kanina naman, kasama doon ang kaibigan kong si ice at ilang miyembro ng up cinema. at nandoo rin iyong crush ko. at pinansin niya ko. ang saya ko tuloy nung nagising ako. pero dahil doon, hindi tuloy ako nakapag-aral kaninang umaga. siya lang kasi ang sumasagi sa isip ko. kainis talaga. nasayang tuloy oras ko.
Monday, October 3, 2005
jai guru deva ohm
hay, hindi pa rin ako recovered. hindi pa rin ako maka-focus sa dapat kong gagawin kaya ako andito ngayon sa dlrc, which is gumawa ng paper.
dahil doon, naisipan kong magpalit ng blog title. from hitchin' a ride, ginawa kong jai guru deva, from the beatles' song across the universe. buti na lang at natanong ko kung anong ibig sabihin nito. kaya off to search sa trusty wikipedia.org at eto ang nakita ko:
Jai Guru Deva Om is a mantra mostly known for being recited in the song Across the Universe by the Beatles, released in 1970 and covered by many artists since.
yup, alam na natin ito. mantra pala so parang galing sa buddhist or hindu beliefs. the beatles did spend some time in india, i believe.
Jai means "I give hope", or "thanks to" and can also mean "victory" or "salutations". "Guru" means teacher, and "Dev" means "god" or "heavenly one". The "a" on the end of the word "Dev" in the song appears to have been added by John Lennon, so "Guru Deva" is actually "Guru Dev". "Guru Dev" was mentioned in the song as he was supposed to have been the teacher of Maharishi. "Om" or "Ohm" is the sound of the balance of the universe. Its purpose in the song is to establish contact with the universe.
hmmm... ayos lang naman. so "giving thanks to the teacher". sige idadagdag ko na rin iyong "ohm." yeba!
yehey, buti naisipan kong mag-post nito. hindi na ko ganoon kalungkot. hehe :)
dahil doon, naisipan kong magpalit ng blog title. from hitchin' a ride, ginawa kong jai guru deva, from the beatles' song across the universe. buti na lang at natanong ko kung anong ibig sabihin nito. kaya off to search sa trusty wikipedia.org at eto ang nakita ko:
Jai Guru Deva Om is a mantra mostly known for being recited in the song Across the Universe by the Beatles, released in 1970 and covered by many artists since.
yup, alam na natin ito. mantra pala so parang galing sa buddhist or hindu beliefs. the beatles did spend some time in india, i believe.
Jai means "I give hope", or "thanks to" and can also mean "victory" or "salutations". "Guru" means teacher, and "Dev" means "god" or "heavenly one". The "a" on the end of the word "Dev" in the song appears to have been added by John Lennon, so "Guru Deva" is actually "Guru Dev". "Guru Dev" was mentioned in the song as he was supposed to have been the teacher of Maharishi. "Om" or "Ohm" is the sound of the balance of the universe. Its purpose in the song is to establish contact with the universe.
hmmm... ayos lang naman. so "giving thanks to the teacher". sige idadagdag ko na rin iyong "ohm." yeba!
yehey, buti naisipan kong mag-post nito. hindi na ko ganoon kalungkot. hehe :)
depressed... obsessed...
the day started out really gloomy. umuulan kaninang umaga. much as i would have loved to stay in bed a bit longer, there's a make-up class for me to attend at 8:30 am. those 3-day training sessions given to those who need to learn them where scrimped to two hours for us. lima lang pala kami. iba din iyong lecture room. mas spacious which wasn't the case for our assigned classroom so mas madaling lumipad ang isip. madami ka kasing pwedeng pagtingin. todo rin sa taking-notes skill namin 'to. medyo marami kasi kaya kailangan mabilis magsulat. pero ok lang. mas napagod pa rin ako nung nag-take notes kami sa food additives and processing aids.
kanina pa ako medyo feeling down. bakit? hindi ko pa kasi nakikita iyong isang taong nakita ko kahapon. shet! grabe ng imagination ko kagabi nung nakauwi na ako. ayaw ko na sanang umasa o mag-isip nang kung ano dahil hindi naman mangyayari...
masyado naman akong nangarap kahapon. ayan tuloy, ubod ang pagkalungkot ko ngayon. e sino ba siya? hindi ko nga siya kilala. dumadausdos lang sa paningin ko kung may pagkakataon. ano bang appeal niya? for sure kung tatanungin ko iyong mga kakilala ko, wala siya sa current apples of their eyes.
wenk?!? sino ba talaga siya at bakit ako fixated sa kanya? ano ba kasi itong mga tipo ko? hindi naman siguro siya habuling tao. maliit nga siya e. pero kung ano man siya, kras ko siya. ayan. nangangarap na lang ako na hindi pa siya gra-gradweyt ngayong taon para makita ko pa siya. kahapon lang naging seryoso itong pagtingin ko sa kanya dahil sa mga pangyayari na kung iisipin naman ay hindi ganoon ka-indicative ng kahit ano. well, tingin ko ganoon. ako rin lang kasi ang lumilikha ng mga pagkakalituhan ko sa buhay.
tangina, ang spontaneous ng pagta-type ko ngayon sa dlrc. ganun talaga kalala ang nararamdaman ko. normally kung wala lang, kung may ibang bagay pa kong iniisip hindi ko maisusulat ang isang entry na ganito kahaba. dapat nga gagawa ako ng paper for extra points sa panpil17. putek, mawala ka na sana sa isip ko. nade-depress tuloy ako. at mukhang ayaw ko pa ring tumigil sa pagta-type dito.
isang pagkakataon lang para masilayan siya... iyong nga ba ang kailangan ko? nahihirapan akong mag-concentrate sa iniisip kong paksa para sa gagawin kong sanaysay. kanina pa to. sana matigil na. ayaw ko nang ganito ang nararamdaman ko hanggang mamayang gabi. nais ko pa namang dumaan sa tambayan at makichika o makisalamuha sa orgmates na matagal ko nang hindi nakakasama.
matapos na sana tong obsession na 'to para wala na kong pinapangarap. hilig kasing managinip ng gising e.
kanina pa ako medyo feeling down. bakit? hindi ko pa kasi nakikita iyong isang taong nakita ko kahapon. shet! grabe ng imagination ko kagabi nung nakauwi na ako. ayaw ko na sanang umasa o mag-isip nang kung ano dahil hindi naman mangyayari...
masyado naman akong nangarap kahapon. ayan tuloy, ubod ang pagkalungkot ko ngayon. e sino ba siya? hindi ko nga siya kilala. dumadausdos lang sa paningin ko kung may pagkakataon. ano bang appeal niya? for sure kung tatanungin ko iyong mga kakilala ko, wala siya sa current apples of their eyes.
wenk?!? sino ba talaga siya at bakit ako fixated sa kanya? ano ba kasi itong mga tipo ko? hindi naman siguro siya habuling tao. maliit nga siya e. pero kung ano man siya, kras ko siya. ayan. nangangarap na lang ako na hindi pa siya gra-gradweyt ngayong taon para makita ko pa siya. kahapon lang naging seryoso itong pagtingin ko sa kanya dahil sa mga pangyayari na kung iisipin naman ay hindi ganoon ka-indicative ng kahit ano. well, tingin ko ganoon. ako rin lang kasi ang lumilikha ng mga pagkakalituhan ko sa buhay.
tangina, ang spontaneous ng pagta-type ko ngayon sa dlrc. ganun talaga kalala ang nararamdaman ko. normally kung wala lang, kung may ibang bagay pa kong iniisip hindi ko maisusulat ang isang entry na ganito kahaba. dapat nga gagawa ako ng paper for extra points sa panpil17. putek, mawala ka na sana sa isip ko. nade-depress tuloy ako. at mukhang ayaw ko pa ring tumigil sa pagta-type dito.
isang pagkakataon lang para masilayan siya... iyong nga ba ang kailangan ko? nahihirapan akong mag-concentrate sa iniisip kong paksa para sa gagawin kong sanaysay. kanina pa to. sana matigil na. ayaw ko nang ganito ang nararamdaman ko hanggang mamayang gabi. nais ko pa namang dumaan sa tambayan at makichika o makisalamuha sa orgmates na matagal ko nang hindi nakakasama.
matapos na sana tong obsession na 'to para wala na kong pinapangarap. hilig kasing managinip ng gising e.
Saturday, October 1, 2005
some more online quizzes, aka blogthings
chenen! second batch. ang dami pa pala.
Take the quiz: "What Star Wars Character Are You?"
Luke Skywalker
Your upbringing was very sheltered and you long for freedom.
Take the quiz: "What Specific Sport Are You?"
Surfing
YOU ARE SURFING! You like getting stoned and love it when you catch the perfect wave! Rock on dude!
Your Dominant Thinking Style: |
| Experimenting You're all about looking at the facts, and you could always use more of them. You see life as your lab - and you're always trying out new things, people, and ideas. The master of mix and match, you're always coming up with unique combinations. You are good at getting a group to reach consensus. |
Your Secondary Thinking Style: |
| Exploring You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name. You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs. An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles. You show people how to question their models of the world. |
Take the quiz: "What Star Wars Character Are You?"
Luke Skywalker
Your upbringing was very sheltered and you long for freedom.
You Belong in New York CityYou're an energetic, ambitious woman. And only NYC is fast enough for you. Maybe you'll set yourself up with a killer career Or simply take in all the city has to offer What City Do You Belong in? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. |  |
| Your Element is Metal |
 Your power colors: white, gold, and silver Your energy: contracting Your season: fall You are persistent (and maybe even a little bit stubborn). If you see something you want, you go for it. You have a lot of strength, and it's difficult to get you down. Very logical, you tend to analyze everything going on in your life. |
| Your Fashion Style is Sporty |
 You're a natural beauty who doesn't need fancy clothes to look good You prefer your clothes to be comfortable, so you can stay on the go For you, femininity is not how you wear - but how you wear it. Still, don't be afraid to show off that great body in a dress or skirt! |
| Your Celebrity Style Twin is Gwen Stefani |
 Trendsetting, unique, and stylish. |
| Your Love Quote |
Love makes the wildest spirit tame, and the tamest spirit wild. |
| This Fall, You Should Wear |
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Take the quiz: "What Specific Sport Are You?"
Surfing
YOU ARE SURFING! You like getting stoned and love it when you catch the perfect wave! Rock on dude!
Your Inner Retro Girl Is |
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break! blogthings mania...
ha! tapos na ang linggong ito.
finals week na!
ilang araw na rin akong walang kasaya-saya sa buhay. except kahapon and the day before yesterday. ilang oras din lang iyon. exams, papers, group meetings...
ka-haggard...
kaya eto... pagkatapos ng fourth long exam sa biochem na sobrang disappointing (kelan pa ba naging hindi?), punta sana akong sunken para makasama ang mga sikad peeps. hindi ko naman sila makita. kaya nagpunta ako ng sc. dapat magre-research ako tungkol sa electronic and ethnic music. wala ring kinauwian. inuna kasi ang pagchecheck ng email at paghahanap ng mga taong ngayon ko lang naisip i-add sa friends list sa friendster account. tapos nauwi din ako sa blog-hopping ng mga taong kilala ko. kaya chenen! new blogthings. hehe Ü
-- pa-iba-iba naman 'to. nung una kong nilagay iyong pangalan ko, Sakiko Tanaka. same name rin naman iyong pinasok ko dito. oh well...
-- factory jobs? comedy? "just teasing" naman ang aking nailagay sa sense of humor. dentistry? nung pinalitan ko naman iyong about humor and put it in as "dry", eto naman... sa ideal jobs mas malapit ito. pero sa personality mas malapit iyong sa taas.
-- true enough. agonistic?
-- me being japanese again... i do love japanese culture.
-- akei!
-- true enough, yes.
-- er...
-- hmmm...
-- ar.
-- i do?
-- purple, huh?
-- weird!
-- yey?!?
-- kewl!
-- me no machiavellian...
-- o'donovan sounds... irish.
-- me? oh?
-- there's a whole lot of truth in this. how did they know?
-- the last part is really true.
-- this is the last one. yey!
finals week na!
ilang araw na rin akong walang kasaya-saya sa buhay. except kahapon and the day before yesterday. ilang oras din lang iyon. exams, papers, group meetings...
ka-haggard...
kaya eto... pagkatapos ng fourth long exam sa biochem na sobrang disappointing (kelan pa ba naging hindi?), punta sana akong sunken para makasama ang mga sikad peeps. hindi ko naman sila makita. kaya nagpunta ako ng sc. dapat magre-research ako tungkol sa electronic and ethnic music. wala ring kinauwian. inuna kasi ang pagchecheck ng email at paghahanap ng mga taong ngayon ko lang naisip i-add sa friends list sa friendster account. tapos nauwi din ako sa blog-hopping ng mga taong kilala ko. kaya chenen! new blogthings. hehe Ü
| Your Japanese Name Is... |
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-- pa-iba-iba naman 'to. nung una kong nilagay iyong pangalan ko, Sakiko Tanaka. same name rin naman iyong pinasok ko dito. oh well...
| You Are Likely A Forth Born |
 At your darkest moments, you feel angry. At work and school, you do best when your analyzing. When you love someone, you tend to be very giving. In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out. Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry. You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy. |
-- factory jobs? comedy? "just teasing" naman ang aking nailagay sa sense of humor. dentistry? nung pinalitan ko naman iyong about humor and put it in as "dry", eto naman... sa ideal jobs mas malapit ito. pero sa personality mas malapit iyong sa taas.
| You Are Likely a Second Born |
 At your darkest moments, you feel inadequate. At work and school. you do best when you're evaluating. When you love someone, you offer them constructive criticism. In friendship, you tend to give a lot of feedback - positive and negative. Your ideal careers are: accounting, banking, art, carpentry, decorating, teaching, and writing novels. You will leave your mark on the world with art and creative projects. |
| You are Agonistic |
 You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care. For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine. You rather focus on what you can control - your own life. And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you. |
-- true enough. agonistic?
| You Should Learn Japanese |
 You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture. From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko! |
-- me being japanese again... i do love japanese culture.
| Your Brain's Pattern |
 Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama. Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time... But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you. You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading. |
-- akei!
| Your Personality Profile |
 You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart. Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people. You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile. You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker. You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches. |
-- true enough, yes.
Slow and Steady |
 Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it. |
-- er...
| Your Power Color Is Red-Orange |
 At Your Highest: You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth. At Your Lowest: You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked. In Love: You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve. How You're Attractive: You are very affectionate and inspire trust. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Respected?" |
-- hmmm...
Your Birthdate: March 3 |
 Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude. You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters. You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs. |
-- ar.
| Your Hidden Talent |
 You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think! |
-- i do?
| Your Blog Should Be Purple |
 You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say. |
-- purple, huh?
| You Are 40% Weird |
 Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it! |
-- weird!
| You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
-- yey?!?
Your Sexy Brazilian Name is: |
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-- kewl!
| You Are The Opposite of Machiavellian |
 You don't have a cynical, power hungry bone in your body. Honest and kind, you believe being a good person is the most important thing. While your upstanding morals should be admired, be careful! You're at risk for being manipulated and toyed with. |
-- me no machiavellian...
Your Irish Name Is... |
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-- o'donovan sounds... irish.
| You Are a Glam Rocker! |
 You put the "show" in rock show with your larger than life self. No doubt, you are all about making good music... But what really gets you going is having an over the top show. Glitter, costumes, and wild hair are your thing - with some rock thrown in! |
-- me? oh?
| How You Life Your Life |
 You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable. |
-- there's a whole lot of truth in this. how did they know?
| Your Career Type: Artistic |
 You are expressive, original, and independent. Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art. You would make an excellent: Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary. |
-- the last part is really true.
| Your World View |
You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content. You value kindness and try to live by your ideals. You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material. You respect truth and are flexible. You like people, and they can readily make friends with you. You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you. |
-- this is the last one. yey!
